Raef - With You (Chris Brown Cover)

Bismillah

suatu yang sangat menenangkan dan menggembirakan bila kita bisa bertenang serta bersungguh2 berhubung dan berkomunikasi dengan Allah.. kan?

bilamana kita meletakkan diri pada taraf yg paliang rendah, hati yang penuh tunduk dan khusyuk berusaha mentaati dan mencintaiNya...

mashaallah...indah sungguh....

pasti perjalanan di atas hamparan dunia ini...sentiasa punya makna dan tujuan...sentiasa yakin dan 'izzah dengan diri(islam yg diamalkan, serta Allah peneman terhebat).

di saat itu, bertebaran lari lah segala gundah dan gulana..lenyaplah segala resah dan gelisah...

kerna kita tahu... Allah sentiasa mengawasi kita, sentiasa mengasihi kita(allahumma ameen)

namun perasaan itu bukanlah murah dan mudah untuk dihadirkan, selagi mana hubungan dengan Dia kita belum perkukuhkan...selagi mana larangan Dia kita masih enggan tinggalkan,

maka usahlah kita membuang masa lagi..

kerna perasaan itu punya nilai yang istimewa, buat hamba yang sentiasa beriman dan bertaqwa(Allah...)

"tunaikanlah hak2 Allah ke atas engkau, nescaya hak2 engkau akan tertunai tanpa dipinta"

‎"kegelapan itu ada lima dan penerangnya jg ada lima. Cinta dunia itu adalah kegelapan dan penerangnya adalah Takwa. Dosa itu adalah kegelapan dan penerangnya adalah Taubat. Kuburan itu kegelapan dan penerangnya adalah ucapan Laa ilaha illallah muhammad rasulullah. Akhirat itu kegelapan dan penerangnya adalah Amal soleh. dan, Ash-shirath itu kegelapan dan penerangnya adalah Keyakinan"

[Abu Bakar ra]

"ketahuilah obat tidak bermanfaat banyak jika tidak dengan melawan sebab2 sakit dan sesuatu tidak dapat dihilangkn kecuali dengan lawannya. penyebab seseorang terus-menerus bermaksiat ialah Lalai dan Syahwat. lalai tidak bisa dilawan kecuali dengan Ilmu dan syahwat hanya dapat dilawan dengan Sabar dalam menghadapi hal2 yg merangsang syahwat. lalai itu biang kerok seluruh kesalahan. dengan demikian, TAUBAT tidak berarti banyak, kecuali dengan MANISNYA ILMU DAN PAHITNYA SABAR"

[Syaikh Muhammad Jamaluddin Al-Qasimi]

need a fresh air and mind

Rindu nak travel. Teringat kenangan travel ke 'syiria' - 'amman' - spain - morocco pada tahun 2010 yang lalu. Best sgtttttt. Tatau nak cakap apa. 6 org budak hingusan yg berani mati and sgt independent pegi book grouping ticket paling murah(amman-damsyik-rom-spain) time org ramai bz dgn final exam. Semangat la berhubung dgn kawan punya senior yg sudah graduate tapi masih menetap di sana bg menguruskan tentatif dan perancangan perjalanan & perbelanjaan di sana. Tp Allah is the greatest. Kta merancang Dia pun merancang. Khamis petang flight dr amman ke damsyik semuanya berjalan lancar. Sampai sana sempat lah menambah lemak dan tenaga sebelum membesarkan badan tidur selama beberapa jam sementara menunggu next flight ke rom. Then the 'story' begannn...a wideeee longgg tragic but fabulous story in our life(at that time). Utk dummies mcm kami la...yg baru 1st time buat full plan sendiri. Hehe.

*terkandas di damsyik

*dihantar pulang krn kesalahan mrk!(paling tak tahan tiket balik semula ditanggung bersih oleh duit poket sendiri) t_t

*'berkhemah' di rumah ust sulaiman slama 4/5 hr(haha mcm main hide n seek bg mengelakkan kawan2 di irbid tahu :D); terjebak dgn family ust sulaiman yg sgttt baik hati.syukran ust n family :)).

*kenangan di mecca mall+carrefour yg lawak ok.

*berzuhud menetap di bilik 'besar' EMJ(huhu kenangan...kenangan...)

*menentang arus passengers who were going to aboard bg mendapatkn smula pengesahan no beg yg telah mendahului tuan utk ke spain(bag dh smpi,tp kami masih trkandas di amman)

*naik turun msd(panggilan ketika itu) dan berhubung dgn embassy utk mendspstkn kebenaran dan pengesahan(damsyik salah info.katanya kami perlu visa to enter spain.hello..we are malaysian ok,malaysian.no need for the visa to enter any european countries.the syirian officers refused to listen to our voice and fact.it's a fact okayyy..we don't need any visa.we were ignored for few hours ok fine..up until the flight had taken off.since we had no other choice, we were sent back to amman w/out any clear reason).and the day we arrived at QAIA was on Friday!!!it was an off-day babeh!had to fine a shelter while we were in progress to settle the ticket+passport stuffs dgn sehelai spinggang nye.Syukur duit smua dlm back pack.alhamdulillah :)

*dah la tiket beli on9,dan syarikatnya berpangkalan di texas!! Ok fine. Need to reroute the ticket means need to spend more money!!! Sob2.

*pegawai tiket yg sgt lah menggeramkan.rasa macam nak ambil komputer dia dan carikan maklumat(yeponadoi bak kata muja) ;)

*2 malam berhotel di epot malaga

*peminat fara yg kurang waras hoho!

*morocco yg penuh dgn sejarah

*adhoc spain yg mencabar tp tempat2nye sgttt cantik dan penuh nilai

*dll lg.


I miss them sooo muchhhh... (",)!
We learnt smthing or..a lot of thing.alhamdulillah the next trip went smooth and much worthy. So now after almost 2 yrs haven't been anywhere instead of msia n jordan,i start to miss travel a lot.a lot.wanted it sooo much.may allah ease.

6 kanak2 ribena [Rabat, Morocco]

fuhh at last! after few hrs of waiting for the unplan flight going back to Jordan 

[Damascus airport, Syiria]

bersama 2 tourist guard yg penyabar

[Rabat, Morocco]

tetap 'high' sewaktu terkandas sambil menunggu utk mnghubungi ust sulaiman 

[Damascus airport, Syiria]

wuuu beg kesayangan. berjaya mendapatkannya kembali selepas menempuh pelbagai onak dan duri ;) [Algeciras, Spain]

 Inside of Mezquita De Cordoba

[Cordoba, Spain]

'Tiada penguasa melainkan Allah' [Granada, Spain]

Downtown

[Granada, Spain]

Residential view from top of La Alhamra

[Granada, Spain]

Our first proper outing

[Granada, Spain]

Inside of the Palace in La Alhamra [Granada, Spain]

The Garden in La Alhamra

[Granadaa, Spain]

View of La Alhamra from Albaycin [Granada, Spain]

1O hrs transit in Madrid [Madrid, Spain]

playing around with ust sulaiman's loved ones.

Benar2 mendalami setiap sifat2 allah yg sgt mulia = mmberikan keyakinan dan ketenangan. Confident. (",)

Indeed, He is close to us. very close than anything else. be confident with Him. Yes it is, a conscious confident. He is all-listening all-forgiving all-responding all-knowing and lots more ^^. give yourself a space/chance to forgive n forget. don't get stress with all the mistakes you have committed coz it's a waste. Improve! people do make mistakes, and we even repeat the same mistakes many times. it's a truth but never take into granted, it's not healthy. remember, nobody can judge us as Allah does. He knows best. He knows we are all struggling in our own battle and track. giving up will only give u nothing. Surely, it'll just make u tired and sick. tired of running away from the reality of this world, the responsibilities...certainly, one day we are coming back to Him. facing Him alone...no family...no friends...nobody except the good deeds :). (reminding myself in the first place) -copied from fb. Yes, I just love to have the thought of how merciful allah is. How beautiful, kind, lovely, brilliant, powerful, great, bombastic and generous he is. And many moreeee..u can just take few min to imagine it yrself, it is even worth. Very much- (",)! This one will really make u feel how exalted He is, have a look! :-) http://www.suhaibwebb.com/personaldvlpt/worship/dua/the-power-of-dua/

cinta teragung - mestica

when u say u wanna be alone, u want people to understand u, u beg for some space and time..u're being so tired and stressful. that's actually u are at the time, at the crucial time...in need of allah.
yes that's me at this moment ;(

"our story with allah is the love story. we should know that." T_T
(Prof Dr Tariq Ramadhan)

"our people have been taught of the halal and haram before we were taught of how gracious allah is. we were taught about hell fire and the heaven before we were introduced on how beautiful and merciful He is. that's the problem in our ummah. the mistakes in bringing up childrens, growing up our muslim generation.."
(Sis Yasmin Mogahed)

Wonderful Doa by Prof Tariq Ramadhan @ CAC IIUM

it's not easy..but yes!maybe we can try...make a start?o allah plz give us the strength

Mesti Baca! Tolong Baca. Peduli!

Mujahadah Mode

Kita ni selalu nak menambah apa yang ada/tiada pada diri. Sepatutnya, semakin kita rajin menambah, rajin lah juga menyusun apa yang sudah ada ATAU buang(singkirkan) apa yg yg sedia ada tetapi menjadi beban dan masalah pd diri.

Sbg contoh: smakin rajin tambah solat sunat, sepatutnya smakin trsusun lah segala urusan(urusan rumah/kerja/study etc etc). Semakin rajin pergi masjid or baca qur'an or solat malam or pergi daurah etc etc, sepatutnya semakin mampu lah mengawal marah, bertenang, menepati waktu, pembersih dan yg sewaktu dgnnya. Faham ke?

 Janganlah kita menjadi fitnah pula. Harap je banyak buku agama yg dihadam/surah2 yg dihafal/qiam berderet2/pergi program2 ummah, TAPI rumah tangga tunggang langgang, mudah nak naik angin, gelabah tak tentu pasal, tak jaga kebersihan, ambil hak orang, tak hormat ahli keluarga dll....

*MUHASABAH modeeee. Let's manifest dzikr(remembrance of allah) in every step taken. It doesn't mean you need to sit silently/formally in the darkness of the night just to have the remebrance.no. **Terima kasih kpd smua yg wish hb. Doakan kita dpt brtemu di syurga Dia. Umur brtambah ni, means the way back to Him is becoming closer n closer. Minta maaf sgala salah silap n amanah yg masih blm trtunai. Sdg dlm mujahadah mode.

Being ME 2

Bismillah

"itulah realiti hari ini, kita(childrens/teenagers/youth/adults) dididik bahawa penyatuan sang prince dan si princess adalah penghabisan dan pengakhiran kpd segala usaha dan kerja keras. penyatuan itu adalah penamat yg sangat membahagiakan dan menggembirakan. seolah-olah ia adalah suatu yg mesti!(pasti terjadi). 

(",)!

maka lahirlah disekeliling kita pada hari ini, pemuda pemudi yang bercita2 rendah, kuat berangan2 dan berpandangan dekat. kita ditipu. kita didoktrin dengan fairy tales(pd sy, bukan sj kisah kanak2 fairy tales yg menunjukkan budaya dan trend kasih kekasih bersatu diakhirnya, oh indahnya! tidak. even kisah2 yg konon macho spt X, dan ganas spt Y jg turut memaparkan 'kerana cinta antara si XX dan XY, mereka mampu bertahan shingga ke akhirnya'. 

it's just when the hero and heroin tie the not or get together where the movie will come to its end. if not, it means there will be the II, III or even IV episode of the story. it's like by hook or by crook they must come out with the 'hepi ending forever'. sorry panjang pula pendapat sy hoho). we were taught that marriage is the happy ending ever, the most beutiful and worth of all."

"do you know...the oneness of a bride and a groom is actually where every building starts? the building of your life... the building of your character, your perseverence, your sacrifice AND the building of your way back to Him! it's the wedding in contrast of what the story tale has told you, that oneness of a people is the ending. NO. it's the BEGINNING.. your partner now will be your test..absolutely. may Allah bless us... ameen."

-edited from what yasmin mogahed said in her speech during the being me convention-

* bukti tengok tv banyak sgt di rumah. n this' just my 2 cents to be shared

(origin: my inspiring idol, Yasmen Mogahed) :)

11/07/2012

Bismillah

Assalamualaikum wbt

berlumba-lumba balik ke pangkuan allah (",)

mujahadah sebelum puasa ni(8 days to go),

1) kawal marah(sabar)

2) komit solat fardhu dan sunnat inshaAllah.

sebab sebelum benda2(amanah) lain mendatang, allah telah pesan 2 benda ni terlebih dahulu.. sebelum kau nak melangkah jauh dengan segala perancanganmu, nak cakap itu ini, nak buat macam-macam, nak berusaha dan beramal terhadap apa yang dipelajari...

kukuhkan pacak dan asasnya terlebih dahulu. inshaAllah  anything yang mendatang di kemudian hari kau mampu lalui dengan redha. dengan sabar & tenang. dengan kuat. :)

"minta lah bantuan Ku dgn SABAR dan SOLAT, sesungguhnya ia berat melainkan bagi orang2 yg khusyu" [2:45]

"Wahai anak kesayanganku, dirikanlah SOLAT dan suruhlah berbuat kebaikan, serta laranglah daripada melakukan perbuatan yang mungkar dan BERSABARLAH atas segala bala bencana yang menimpamu. Sesungguhnya yang demikian itu adalah dari perkara-perkara yang dikehendaki diambil berat melakukannya" [31:17]

at first, allah orders us to perform the prayer(submit ourselves to the only one god, the almighty allah). then only come the responsibilities(to educate/order people to do good and to avoid from any prohibited action). and end up with as-sabr(be patient)....coz in handling the responsibilities, comes with it thousands of obstacles and tests, external & internal. 

"Dan berpegang teguhlah kamu sekalian kepada TALI ALLAH (addeen islam) dan JANGANLAH KAMU BERCERAI BERAI dan KENANGLAH NIKMAT ALLAH kepada kamu ketika kamu bermusuh-musuhan (semasa jahiliah dahulu), lalu Allah menyatukan di antara hati kamu (sehingga kamu bersatu-padu dengan nikmat Islam), maka menjadilah kamu dengan nikmat Allah itu orang-orang islam yang bersaudara dan kamu dahulu telah berada di tepi jurang Neraka (disebabkan kekufuran kamu semasa jahiliah), lalu Allah selamatkan kamu dari Neraka itu (disebabkan nikmat Islam juga). Demikianlah Allah menjelaskan kepada kamu ayat-ayat keteranganNya, supaya kamu mendapat petunjuk hidayatNya" [3:103]

rasa mcm nak bold kan semua(so sila take note semua sekali). cumanya...yg bold itu sgt terkena/terkesan dgn diri pd saat ini...

 

2 points utama(bold ke-3 tu bg tazkirah tambahan):

1) iman(tali allah)

2) ukhuwah

kerna 2 ini adalah antara sumber kekuatan kita. kekuatan utk terus taat kpd allah. utk istiqamah tunduk dan patuh pada Dia(smoga kita semua diizinkan allah utk terus tsabat, istiqamah, ikhlas dan ihsan dalam dakwah dan tarbiyah ini. inshaAllah ameen. doa)

* utk menjadi umpama satu ummah itu tidak mudah. plz never give up. plz kuatkn hub dgn allah, sbb kalau kau jaga hub dgn allah, biiznillah Dia akan jg hub kau dgn makhluknya jg. percayalah! :)

** minggu ini wajib start balik study medic.(berkarat sgt dah niiii zuss!)

salam :)

 

Being ME 1

Bismillah

We have listened to so many many talks & speeches. Either in person or by simply turn on our laptop. We have been watching quite few of their documentaries, movies n stories. We learnt much. N even read abundent of thier articles, books, magazines, journals etc.

"But what actually make it worth of all is not what you've gain from it, but what actually you can give to others. It is not what you have memorized yourselves, but what memories that you left in them."(Dr tawfeq)

*and it starts from inside us. Deep inside us. T_T the closest n dangerous enemy is not the one that we are fighting with. I mean physically fighting by our 5 sensory organs. But the true enemy is the one who lives inside us. Fuhh, not easy...not easy...but inshaAllah we can. We can improve ourselves, make a change. Fear more not to the creation whose existence is threatening you, but sins you commit..