pagi yang hening

Bismillah..


pagi ini sangat damai. cuaca yg mendung dengan hujan yg renyai2 huh sangat tenang. usai subuh bersama hsmate plg setia sejak sanafur dulu, aku pergi bertukang di dapur, hajatnya mahu siapkan special meal utk benih2 tersayang.

tp sedang dlm pertukangan, tiba2 "izattt!!! bleaseeee. mai sini jap, taktau dah apa jadi kat masakan nih. ni yang rasa nak masak spaghetti goreng je nih. aishh. ntah apa rasa ntah. haks. dah la cheese x cair habis, berketul plk tuh. aii fail lg nih. boleh ke ko makan ni, ak masak lain utk diorang?"(ye agak kejam ak tahu, tp izzat ni sgt la setia dan sabar dgn ak, maintain cool aje dgn kata2 kwn dia seorang ni ;))

izzat, "xpa2 relex r. ni kena lama lagi kot baru dia cair semua."

dan ak, seperti biasa nak jgk ngomel2 complain lg.

izzati again, "nih la tarbiyah. sabar la try masuk kan white paper ke etc...kan dah blaja semalam, kita kena take +ve semua perkara. cari jalan penyelesaian."

hah ak, "opss. okaiiii. ha'ah kan, apa lah ak ni. relex r bro! macam x biasa salah masak plk. pandai2 lah settle kan jgn dok bising. annoying kan ak! haiss kauthar kauthar"

dan izzat pon setia lah bersama mengedit sehinggal siap(sori dude ganggu ko study. anyway, THANKS A LOT IZZAT! :D)

usai segala urusan dapur,

pi lah belek2 ayat2 Pencipta dan Penjaga aku yang plg Agung. xda siapa dah yang plg setia dan sentiasa terima ak all the time melainkan Dia, serius. sedih ke apa ke, paling best dan terbela adalah apabila mengadu kat Dia. so sebagai tanda syukur dan rasa kehambaan yg sangat hina ni, sentiasa lah berhubung dgn Dia. setiap saat setiap waktu. dalam apa jua keadaan, gerak hati kita pikiran kita ke, memang contact terus dengan Dia. serius tenang dan yakin dan seronok, iAllah alhamdulillah....:)

belek punya belek, Dia tunjukkan aku banyak ayat2Nya yg sangat cantik dan menyentuh, antaranya(xtau kenapa rasa sgt2 nak kongsi dgn semua)(^__^)

"dan jika Kami berikan rahmat Kami kepada manusia, kemudia (rahmat itu) Kami cabut kembali, pastilah dia menjadi putus asa dan tidak berterima kasih"
[11:9]

mungkin seminggu ni hati selalu rasa kering kot, tu yang bila ditegur, terasa sangat. aku ni tak bersyukur kah?? nak gembira sendiri2 tenang sendiri2 je kah? xnak sampaikan pada yang lain kah apa yg kau dapat ap yang kau rasa selama ni? pastu hati jadi kering, rasa sunyi rasa sedih, baru nak cari Dia kah. atau adakah ini tanda Dia telah tarik rahmat ketenangan dari hati aku, na3uzubillah...

indikator rahmat Dia telah ditarik(RASA PUTUS ASA dan TIDAK BERTERIMA KASIH) sangat menakutkan aku.

dan bila my sis kata, "kejahatan yang membuatkan engkau sedih adalah lebih baik dari kebaikan yang membuatkan engkau takabbur-saidina ali-", huh tersentuh lagi. alhamdulillah ya Allah Kau tak biarkan aku terus hanyut dengan kezaliman diri sendiri...alhamdulillah...

tQ Allah for giving me such this feeling of love. love bcoz of U. i love u all my dearie friends.



::FORGIVE ME WHEN I'M WHINE-zain bhikha::

Go Forward Young Muslims.

A Child’s Prayer

I sometimes lie awake at night
And wonder at the stars so bright
I dream about my future too
And the things that I will do

Soon the world will count on me
I’m the future they agree
People depend on me somehow
Though small and timid, I am now

So you and I my dearest friend
Must stand together till the end
For we are one by Allah’s grace
No matter what our colour or race

We must prepare ourselves today
While we journey on our life’s way
So much there is to learn and see
For true believers we must be

Yeah, yeah. Come on.
Go forward young Muslims, wherever you are
In the shadow of the sun or by the light of a star
Your Supreme protector is Almighty Allah
Go forward young Muslims wherever you are
Go forward young Muslims we feel your pain.
So many places, Palestine,
People are dying, mothers are crying
Bombs are falling from the sky, people asking why.
The only thing that we can do is pray to God, to help them through
But do they realize that Allah hates those who kill and despise.
I think that’s no surprise. We must rise up.
Come on young Muslims, gotta rise up.
Come on young Muslims.
Together we must stand in the Masjid to pray,
Pray for a better day, a better way
To make this world a better place.
Cause lets face it, it’s out of control.
We need to grab hold of each other
unite as one Ummah.
Like back in the days of the
Companions of the Prophet
Some were young, they were strong and they
loved each other
Brothers and sisters and they could
die for one another.
Yeah. Yeah.
So stand up young Muslims.
Say it out loud, it’s time to be counted.
Right here, right now.
Yeah, right here. Come on, right now.

O Allah we love you so
Give us health and make us grow
Be with us each passing day
While we journey on life’s way

by Naadira Alli & Rashid Bikha (^__^)

m Vs M

Bismillah

yep, islam is the solution...knowing the real islam the way it should be, as how was taught by the messenger Muhammad s.a.w, u'll feel the relieve the pleasure n contented iAllah...it's sooo sweet, being a muslim instead of a Muslim. (^__^)



::muslim for life-S.O.A::

Transformation

Bismillah



Transformation.. it's a need. the thing that u need in ur life. the thing that needs u to struggle and be sweating for it. the thing that benefits u to the fullest BUT it's urself to determine which kind of transformation u may have. u choose ur path but believe me, u're not alone in making choice. He isn't that ferocious to leave u alone in His rounded shape creature so-called the Globe. He gives u the manual, a reading n practicing materials named Al-Qur'an. have u ever heard about it? OR have u ever felt that u've been practicing it? hmm... it's one's answer, neither me nor u to give one's answer. heart tells the truth.

for her,
the best transformation really needs understanding. understanding the reason of one's action.. n in reality, understanding sometimes takes a veryyyyy longggg periooodddd of time, for uuuuu to reach the point. the same thing went to her!

for instance(smaller scope),
she didn't even know what Riadatus Solihin mean to her before. what R.S actually was. was it an islamic story book for kids? was it just a reference book used during an islamic talk or program? was it that was it this was it was it was it, hah shut up u kauthar! she loves babbling it's bad, n she is trying to control her talk. take a very good care of her glossa iAllah.. in fact, almost 5 years taken by her to appreciate the R.S, to understand what for the the R.S is, though she had listened to its contents for times during her young ages(she still looks young then ;) ). after several muhasabah have been made, it's true that understanding by heart is the best...myb years before she had learnt/listened to the speech of R.S by brain that made her to feel nothing, or myb she had the feeling of touching n sedikit insaf but as usual it's nothing coz it didn't lead her to any changes, in a simple word, NOTHING lah(no pengislahan bahasa sopan sikit :)). now she knows that R.S is one of the precious books presented today, a book that can be referred or take advantage from it everyday...it helps u in improving ur akhlak, sourced from AQ, Hadith, Sahabah n Ulama'...

"Many are the Jinns and men We have made for Hell: they have hearts wherewith they understand not, eyes wherewith they see not, and ears wherewith they hear not. They are like cattle nay more misguided: for they are heedless (of warning)"
[7:179]

even it looks small, no offense, but it's a big thing for her life. alhamdulillah.. n hope that everyday passes will be worth for all...make us a better muslim iAllah..to be better than before, it needs time needs space needs enthusiasm, n don't give up....everything belongs to Him, even to understand a sentence sometimes it takes hours. so play hard pray harder.. His right!

BALANCE ISN'T GOOD ?

Bismillah


Which One, R or L ?

feeling bad these few days hv made her strong n motivated iAllah! everything seems awkward but she realizes that His training is various, showing His glorious of course. "belajarlah berlapang dada dan redha dgn pemberian Dia, even mata mulut, segala yg kita ada sekarang ni, rumah besar famili buku2 cerita dll, semuanya milik Dia, not even one is ours".

a friend of her said, "if u're given an obligation or obligationsss, take it positive. everything happens for reason n of course everything happens with His permission, He wanted to give it to you. HE WANTED IT.. so would u bear to be mad with all those stuffs He gave to u or be cool n accept them readily. u'll be relax, myb u can't see the flower at this moment but believe me one day u'll see not only the blossom but also taste the honey. really help you iAllah ". n she, "oh, are u slapping me?? it hurts but it's true! friend, thnks to banging me up. it helps. it makes me realize...ouh thnks a lot!"

always, things around created Qs that puzzling in her mind..would she affordable to stand with all these things? but it's a MUST things. would she bear to leave it aside? so what will happen to her after this? not only herself, but what will happen to ppl around her? a MUST things can't be sorted out of her life! she bear it! she knew it! o Allah pls strengthen her soul her jism, nourish her relationships with others...juz bcoz of U, iAllah.

she's greatly affected with some words of her teacher.
the teacher, "which one is correct? seeking for dunya but don't forget hereafter, seeking for hereafter but don't forget dunya or...balance btween both?"
she, "of coz balance is the best. neither hypo- nor hyper- is good, iso- is precise!"(with over excited facial expression which is not good too =.=!)
with the cutest smile n ataraxia her teacher reacted, "thnx dear for ur opinion(^_^). but sweetheart, do u remember a verse from surah al-Qasas that talk abot this matter?"
she, "hmm?? apakah? mana ingat...aiyyak!" [-.-']
the teacher, it sounds..

"But seek, with that (wealth) which Allah has bestowed on you, the home of the Hereafter, and forget not your portion of lawful enjoyment in this world, and do good as Allah has been good to you, and seek not mischief in the land. Verily, Allah likes not the Mufsidun (those who commit great crimes and sins, oppressors, tyrants, mischief-makers, corrupters)"
[28:77]

see what happen to the world nowadays? mentality taught ppl to stabilize dunya n hereafter. but could they do as been taught? ppl would never hv succeeded to stabilize dunya and hereafter at one time, but, once he/she is struggling for hereafter, he/she actually is nurturing his/her dunya..it's the world follows the hereafter. see the world! judge it by urself. believe me, once Allah said so, it's gonna be the very right one. betraying it u'll be astray.

so, "usrah2 juga, belajar jgn lupa! bukannya belajar2 jg, usrah jgn tinggal. correct it oke", the teacher added.
oh, panggg!! "baru saya sedar c'gu..."

3ala kulli 7al, ALHAMDULILLAH is the best word i can say.

::feels like saving the world-Outlandish::


p/s : masih banyak kekurangan. perlu diperbaiki lg! perubahan kpd kebaikan adalah indicator ssbuah usrah ?

revelation..

Bismillah,

wake up syabab and akhowat! truth just right infront of you...
world has been bamboozled for all this times, by our real adversary as-syaitan. it's true that there's no jews-christ except standing as-syaitan behind every alliance. so either you stay there doin' nothing, or, find ur way together we spread islam..who else gonna spread the msg if not me n you ? who else if not ppl so-called a muslim ? did we forget our promise toward Him long time ago before we came to this 'theater stage' ? a sister once said, "we are well-known actor of a contest, the result will be announced later in hereafter. so either u follow the guide steps given to you that u'll be fine or, act as u like".

"The Jews said that the Christians follow nothing (are not on the right religion); and the Christians said that the Jews follow nothing (are not on the right religion); though they both recite the Scripture. Like unto their word, said (the pagans) who know not. Allâh will judge between them on the Day of Resurrection about that wherein they have been differing"
[2:113]


"O you who believe! Enter perfectly in Islam (by obeying all the rules and regulations of the Islâmic religion) and follow not the footsteps of Shaitan (Satan). Verily! He is to you a plain enemy"
[2:208]

feel free, take time, seek space watching this!
a must watch videos!

AKHIR ZAMAN 1/2


AKHIR ZAMAN 2/2

sharing.

missing her

Bismillah..


all i want is umi... i want her spirit her determination. seeing her smile in tranquility could drag me away from such this feeling. haahh i miss her. umi if u read this, i really wanna tell u, i love u soo much, i hope there will be some spaces for me to treat u well, very well. both of u umi n abah.
no matter what happened, how hard how bad the obstacles have been faced, u still manage to smile, even laugh. no tears infront of ur childrens. pretending everything is fine so everybody around would feel halcyon, n u've succeeded umi. ppl feel it. u're so strong umi. everytime u talk to me, it really soothing. ur words always right but me myself sometimes soo stubborn. i apologized , umi.. o Allah pls guide her save her. please her for me..

missing u, umi...