Transformation

Bismillah



Transformation.. it's a need. the thing that u need in ur life. the thing that needs u to struggle and be sweating for it. the thing that benefits u to the fullest BUT it's urself to determine which kind of transformation u may have. u choose ur path but believe me, u're not alone in making choice. He isn't that ferocious to leave u alone in His rounded shape creature so-called the Globe. He gives u the manual, a reading n practicing materials named Al-Qur'an. have u ever heard about it? OR have u ever felt that u've been practicing it? hmm... it's one's answer, neither me nor u to give one's answer. heart tells the truth.

for her,
the best transformation really needs understanding. understanding the reason of one's action.. n in reality, understanding sometimes takes a veryyyyy longggg periooodddd of time, for uuuuu to reach the point. the same thing went to her!

for instance(smaller scope),
she didn't even know what Riadatus Solihin mean to her before. what R.S actually was. was it an islamic story book for kids? was it just a reference book used during an islamic talk or program? was it that was it this was it was it was it, hah shut up u kauthar! she loves babbling it's bad, n she is trying to control her talk. take a very good care of her glossa iAllah.. in fact, almost 5 years taken by her to appreciate the R.S, to understand what for the the R.S is, though she had listened to its contents for times during her young ages(she still looks young then ;) ). after several muhasabah have been made, it's true that understanding by heart is the best...myb years before she had learnt/listened to the speech of R.S by brain that made her to feel nothing, or myb she had the feeling of touching n sedikit insaf but as usual it's nothing coz it didn't lead her to any changes, in a simple word, NOTHING lah(no pengislahan bahasa sopan sikit :)). now she knows that R.S is one of the precious books presented today, a book that can be referred or take advantage from it everyday...it helps u in improving ur akhlak, sourced from AQ, Hadith, Sahabah n Ulama'...

"Many are the Jinns and men We have made for Hell: they have hearts wherewith they understand not, eyes wherewith they see not, and ears wherewith they hear not. They are like cattle nay more misguided: for they are heedless (of warning)"
[7:179]

even it looks small, no offense, but it's a big thing for her life. alhamdulillah.. n hope that everyday passes will be worth for all...make us a better muslim iAllah..to be better than before, it needs time needs space needs enthusiasm, n don't give up....everything belongs to Him, even to understand a sentence sometimes it takes hours. so play hard pray harder.. His right!